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Cursed July
Written on: Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Time: 11:52 AM

July was,well,cursed for me.
Oh,maybe not.
For my mum too.
The starting of july was one of a hell for me.
Everything gone bad.
Tears kept rolling down my cheeks.
Countless of times.
Getting sick for 1 week.
Missing out a lot,
When i got back school i can't seem to catch up with school work.
And i feel super helpless as there isn't anyone willing to help me.
Then misunderstandings,
quarrels, mood-swings,cryings again.
Cried for 3 days in total.
Just when i thought my luck is getting a lil better.
I'm caught with h1n1 virus.
Remember it was thursday,
i suddenly felt that my bone is in pain.
I felt cold.
My head is hurting too.
I couldn't concentrate on my a maths work.
Thinking that maybe i was under much stress or i was working too hard on that question.
So i didn't care much.
Went down for recess.
It did not get any better.
Laid on the table once i got back into class.
Touched my cheeks,rather hot.
Asked jingyun to touch. She say it's not hot.
But i was really feeling unwell, so i took temperature.
GOTCHA.
37.7-_-
Got to go home alone.
I was crying all the way home.
i was feeling damn terrible and uncomfortable and yet i have to drag myself home.
Avoid weird stares from people. as i was wearing mask.
There was a little boy, shouted to his mother.
Mummy! that jie jie is wearing a mask.
=.=
Went to see the doctor,later at night.
My family doctor take a look of my throat.
He said i have h1n1.
From his experience, patients with the same situation as me . Has h1n1.
If he send 10 patients who has flu. only 1/2 will not get h1n1.
My heart totally drop to the bottom.
I cannot afford to miss any lessons.
Exams are damn near.
Thanks pearlina, A LOT. For helping me.
And of course peeps who help me take my homework(:

Yesterday i wanted to do homework, but i felt unwell again.
So now i'm trying to understand the work..with an empty stomach.